:: oh, i've my blog back ::



well. am i right? its almost a month from my last post. and im sorry for those who keep viewing my blog to know my stories. (* thank you yek. ^.^''. heh adeke yg nk bace?)

in between that gap. there were lot and lot tet.tet.tet to tell and share.
lot of tragedies, moments, feelings. =D

Even, i was full with eagerness to share and tell and pokpek about those moments, my blog envied me. (*eheh).

neither, you and i could read the entries that i wrote because it couldn't be posted.
and then, theres came a blog that not updated. =>

and at this moment, i officially say ''I'm back !!''.

-fath, in hospital putrajaya's library -

MOOD : macam2 rase.

STATUS : on my PPKSD by jpa.

:: GenG ::

so hrini 18.02.09,
masa : kul 8 cam tu
tempat : of course nearest cinema. GSC Alamanda.
with : beloved mom, mila n him


'' go! supy, go!~''

'' jatuh!, jatuh! jatuh ''

''ipin, jangan~ fikir mase depan! ''

''oopett!!~''

''betul~, kan kite geng!''

ini semua dialog dari cte geng, pengambaraan bermula.
pelakon2 nye... uish x yah lar kenalkan.
feymes2 da kan.

well,
x de lar nk promote.
cme nak promosikan.
dush!~ (bkan ke same)

jeng3~
nak tau cite?
sila pergi ke cinema berhampiran anda.. gabungan semua watak nih mmg perfect utk gang.. sebab tue la dia tak letak upin n ipin the movie..
stuju x?

tp seriously BESH~
bkan nk suh korang dgr bdak same name ngn ak tuh.
cme, sonokla.
(adei, x reti nk describe.)
lagi2, kluar jek lepas hbis movie.
ade yang tersenyum2, tersengih2.
macam2.
er, menangis x de.
well, of course kalu orang x tao, bley kate sewel n mereng jek mereka nih.
ahaha. yang menaip ni pun x terkecuali.

so..
congrates tuk crew n mereka yang terlibat dalam membikin filem animasi nie..
kire satu perubahan lar kan?
kan??
chayok!~

-the end-

:: survive ::

well,
i am fine.

just have no mood to updating this blog.

atfirst, i have no idea on about what today's entry, but thankx for my gorgeous n sweet makcik~
ahaha,
she gave me the idea.
not really idea, but well still can be a post right?

allow me to some maybe-boring coversations by us on YM (well from here i got the idea actually.):

cikana : srapan ape pagi tadik?
nonet : something sangat menjilat jari~
nonet : murtabak~ ahaha
nonet : sedap...
nonet : nyummy~
Cikana : aahah
Cikana : ye ke
Cikana : cis
Cikana : c ana gak tgh kelaparan
Cikana : huhuh
Cikana : terase nk buat donat la
Cikana : teringin
nonet : buat lar..
nonet : nway, reti ka?
nonet : ahaha
Cikana : helllooo
Cikana : dun u ever underestimate me ok
Cikana : wen u need to survive
Cikana : u can never believe wut u cn do
Cikana : ahhahah
nonet : okeh
nonet : thats lesson for today.


Yup, thats the lesson.
no.. not about the yummy murtabak and that delicious donut. of course. no recipe include on this entry.

But..

the lesson is.

" When we need to survive, we never can believe on what
can we do. And sure~ , don't underestimate yourself. "


ahaha.

yup!, believe yourself~
memang kite yang kene percaye kat diri sendiri, kan ? kalu x, sape lagi..

##39 :: meow? ::

they make my life happy, cheerful, and ful with joy.

And when im in up and down situations, i just need to play with them, and automaticly my unsolved problem is pause on disturbing my little amazing brain.

yup of course, they are too special to m3, :)
and there are actually more-more-more special than i could say.

one day.
its just like a mathematic equation we learned in primary,
its happened in my home's backyard,

where 4 minus 3 becomes 1 or 4 - 3 = 1.
SOMEONE took them. Took? ow, what an innocent word i used

and.

make m3 cried for about 2 days.
not continously, but yea, i cried.
and 2 days more without any mood to do anything.
yup anything!`
(but i do solat n mandi, thats compulsory, ;P )

every morning and evening i would jog, around my neighbourhood.
but deep inside my heart,
im not jogging !
im just.. just look around and hoping i heard any meow of them.

till today,
i dreamed and terbayang them,
ouch, what a long bad effects.
i need pyscatrist, please.
hak3 sob2 hak3

let me introduce them,
they are :

andre AND rosselle

.....fullstop.

life seems to be boring, yup boring..

but im glad i've found 2 books,

both are from the THE TWILIGHT SAGA SERIES, entittled Twilight, and New Moon.

written by Stephanie Meyer

currently : searching for another series.. Eclipse and Breaking Down..

by then. *continue reading :P

:: the end of first-term school break ::


lalala~
this holiday is not that boring as what im thougt early..
great~
fun~
joy much~
n happy!~
fuh.. can't reveal it by wordssss..

im thought to share 'bout MISA in Putrajaya.
but looks like i've limited time ti share on.
how about on next my way-back-home outing.
yap! promise..
i will share it.

nway..
hve fun for those who going there.
n hve fun to those who is on the way back-2-school
hve fun with book!!~


*MISA is MALAYSIA INTERNATIONAL SPACE ADVENTURE
TAKE ONE STEP Into the realm of space.
The last date is prolonged into 16 of April 2008.
click here to know more.

am i promoting?? someone tell me please.. :P

hurm..?
holiday..?
aha!~ good tyme to rest...
but still hve to finish those homeworkSSS teachers hv given. Muahx..luv u teacher..
ahaha..
actually, i'm not feeling well since after i take the medication from clinic...
not sayng tht the clinic done wrong, but just wonder how far badly my health is.
ish..just realize the says

'' bile kite da ilang satu kenikmatan, than baru tue lar kite sedar betape
berharganya something''.

[not in writing mood...]

:: coretan.... coretanku bile da bengong... ::


kadang2 kita tak pernah menyedari betapa baiknya peringatan sehinggalah kita cuba melupakan sesuatu yang kita impikan...

Kadang2 kita merasa hidup ini amat susah...

Kadang2 kita merasa hidup ini amat payah..

Kadang2 kita merasa hidup ini amat perit dan dugaan hidup kadangkala membuat kita menangis.....

Kadang2 kita terpaksa menjadi susah supaya kita belajar menjadi tabah ...

Kadang2 kita terpaksa jatuh hanya untuk menjadi ampuh dan lebih teguh...

Kadang2 kita terpaksa berduka untuk mengenal erti gembira...

Kadang2 kita terpaksa merasa sunyi supaya diri lebih menghayati ciptaan Illahi...

Kadang2 terasa nak berhenti hidup hanya kerana rasa benci pada diri sendiri
hanya kerana kita tidak tahu apa yg dicari dan kerana kita tidak tahu mensyukuri...

Perjalanan hidup ini tidaklah seindah impian, tapi itulah kehidupan..
segala-galanya sudah aturan..
-SPM...
-University... dan seterusnya..

apapun..
semoga perjalanan kita seterusnya diredhai Allah.. :)



lalala~

(20/01/08)
when he make me feel bad
who i should talk to is GOD.
what ever he done..
to HIM i talk to..
what ever he revealed..
to HIM i cry with..

and how life ruined my day..
to HIM i pray to.
only HIM...

and only HIM know who im suffering to...

ahah!~
ello..
assalamualaikum...

new year come again..
alhamdulilah.. dpt gak ak idup sepanjang usia aku kini..
eish.. tak boleh GL lupe ape yang mak GL kate tadi,

Mak : ha~ malm niey da epi new year..
GL (greenlemon) : aah ma... alhamdulillah la ktew masih hidupkan ma!~
Mak : ha..yela!~ tue pun kalao da x sedar2 lagi, tak tahulah.
GL: mksd mak?
Mak: hahak.. jangan da tengok katun!!~ SPM menanti tue ha.. SPM tue tntukan kehidupan kite..
GL: em... (sambil tersenyum)

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hari ini 1 januari....
esok...2 januari..
lusa 3 januari... (hari balik sekolah)
4 januari...(school starts/ sekolah bermula)

so...?

today..

17 december..

about a week from my previous post.. and the story continue.....

9 dec..,,
she still remember that day,
that tragedy,
the incident, the sound, every movement at that particular place..
Still bearing in mind, the slap, tap, pak,prak sound.
the sound that make her mind keep pondering the same situation.

someone was crying.
NOPE!~
theres two..
not really theres THREE, not including the one who was suffered.

so,,
there were 3 girls.. 2 was innocent..really innocent .. but there was a girl, pretend to defend her beloved. She screamed, she try to practic all what she had learn from her martial art defense teacher. Really ?

NO!~

She just kicked all the way as she moved her leg. iyah.. and ouch. She don't even have time to think ,what next after this move and that move.
so..watcha !~


that tragedy end with horror.. with bl0od..
for the girl who bravely defence her beloved,..its end with great 4 slap..non-stop.
ouch!~ sure its pain..

make some ones day covered by black cloud.
and like stapled that tragedy on the girl minds..

automaticly.. the past 2 years... 5 previous year.. and when the girl was on her 7 years old's tragedies..
without any excuses..the girl cried in silence while her mind flashing back, one-by-one piece of the retro tragedies.

nah!~
at last the girl set up back her minds.. Hate that person...
and when sombody asked her..
who thats person..? let it be her secrets.. no doubt.. secret till it open..

end of this story..

enjoy!!~

olla!!~ Assalamualaikum !!~

today is not the day i used to do the same routine..

me bangun lambat..kul 7.30!!~

kes x biase.. [jd otak pn mengong..]

bangun2 glabah pergi smayang..[haiz..adek ak lg awal lak tue bangun..]

that case happen..b'coz yesterday.. me n my mom..ronda2 metro Kajang..urm.. woman case...[SHOPPING!!~]

hak2.. best lar gak..wlupun hati n jiwa ragaku sudah teramat2 bosan dengan Metro Kjang

ape tidaknye..asal outing..

FWENZ : pergi mne outing nanti?

ME : Metro Kajang..

fuh..soalan same.. n jwpn same

sekbek skang nie dah ade.. Carefour n Metro Point..

back to the story..Best tue,mmg best..sbab tgh offer..

dah tue 70% lk tue yg banyaknye..

dari 200 lbey jd 60 lbey..

dari 500 lbey jd 150 lbey..

lagi2 bukan musim orang dapat gaji,

n musim 'back to school'

jadi x ramai pun orang..lengang je tapi..

amount all..dr rm10 pegi ke rm100 n lastly increase ke rm300 {LOL..}

klu nk ikutkan x bek kan..berbelanje banyak2..

tp semua barang tue mmg perlu..mangkuk..oven..langsir..lg ape ek..
n lagipun me n my mom bkan jenis yang ske shopping

bile perlu je pegi shopping..itu pu bley dikatekn setahun 3 kali..ish2..

tue yg sekali-sekala pegi baru seronok..
so tht's the end of this post

wiTh Love *gReen LemOn*

huh...?
yeppie!!~
xzam da abis...
but somhow..i feel bad..
cause result nanti pasti teruk....

..:: aGain n aGain ::..

boring nye..
last tym they quarell is on the early morning of Hari Raya..
and Last night its happen again..

lol~

**SLAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI**

dikesempatan ini..
ME nak tanye....korunk/kengkawan ada tak;
= terasa hati..
= x puas hati..
= geram
= benci

ataupn...ME ade
= terngumpat/ terngata/ terejek
= terkutuk/ terketuk/ tersepak
= termarah
= tergado

ME nak Mintak MaaP..harapnye 0-0 yerk..
klu susa nk maafkan.. meyh cakap/ bincang same2
x nak la bawak sampai ke akhirat..
kat situ lagi susa..

salam~

Selamat Hari Merdeka..ke-50

kepada semua warga Malaysia..

Semoga Malaysia kekal aman dan makmur

dan terus maju merentasi era global

..:: SIGH* ::..

Today..
its not really the day tht i thought to be..
with my complicated mind set.
i' had done somthing tht i don't really have a reasons on that..
to be a good daughter is really a tough task for me
and its becomes more tougher than i ever realize on..

-talk bout' it later-

..:: ChickeN makeS me SUFFER ..haha ::..

olla....assalamualaikum...

holiday is going to visit the end...
argh....im totally controlled by my own body..
ape x nye...kene chicken pox..
adek aku bley gelak2 kan...(alar bdak kecik lagi....dye tau chickennye..pox nye x...)
slaluu..bdak 12 taun below kne..nie x..aish..ape viros nie x tau ke ..umo aku da 15..eish...viros2..pegi lar sekolah dulu klu nak serang..
dok kt rumah cam pemaisuri je...sume org buat...sian diorunk..aku nak tolong pun..somthing yg ringan..klu x...aku yg sakit..huhu
sekbaek kne tym cuti...cbe kene tyme sekolah...x ley aku pie sekolah..kacau2 kwan..
erm..dah le..kne makan ubat...eish..aku nie kate je da besa tapi..nak suro makan ubat..uish macam bdak kecik....koon je anak doktor..nak mkan ubat pun tekial2...huhu..hampeh btul..
oklar..
ape2 nanti aku type lagi..
saje sambil tulis..ilang bosan... -@--8

4#I HATE HIM...HATE!! ...HATE!!
REALLY ABHOR HIM..REALLY!! TOTALLY ABOMINATE HIM..
arghhhh

whatsupp...? HATE him...im can bear with him anymore...why cant i stand it just couple of year...?
arghhhh....hate it.. i hate this feeling..this manipulate just 'bout 2 condemn myself...oh my..oh...
astargfirullah halazim... oh God...
every second ticks by.. i know tht d feeling becomes worse...n getting worst!! hate him..i've my reason to hate him..want to know why..? no need..its just personal as i tought...
because i HATE him..i hate boys..hate them..opss....wrong place to type i think... SORRY guyz..not really meant it..NO!! i meant it...argh...FORGET IT...
sorry to say it guyz..just i hope this " topic of mine" none hurt anybody heart.... well if you do..its my fault rite...? so let im h've your apologise..huhu

Thankx dude..coz read it...

3#..:: Days by days ::..

Assalamualaikum n aLoOha..

uiks..thankx 4 read it..
how ur holiday...?
great...? awesome..?

me : bosan!!!
u : pegi mne..?
me : dok rumh je..
tyme aku bosan... ak bkak internet.. klu x - aku maen kucing...klu x- aku bace buku.. (bkan buku skolah ar..) klu x pun- aku sms orunk..klu bosan sgt aku...tido..zZzZZzzZz... klu mimpi x best- aku turun dapur. (alar...aku maen masak2.... lpas tue aku blah ar....)
klu da geram sesangat...aku bacelar al-quran..tenang skit hati... selame nie aku buat jahat..x tau bile nak insap...
tue je la.. keje aku... rutin aku..

cam mengganggur lepasan pmr je.... ahax..
nak pie jalan2.. malas... kcuali lar dpat pie BANTING...
aku telampau rindu kengkawan kat sane... (most of-lost contact)...
rindu cikgu2 yg tension ajar aku... (he3..kantoi ar aku nakal tyme sek rendah)

dah ar...

-chow-