letting the feeling free.

well mannerly, Salamualaik'
hope all of you in a good state of mind n soul.

Its a bit tough for this week, I just can't really describe how it feels.
But I know, that i hate the term of curiosity now.
I mean it just on my current condition.

After I lost my hand phone for about a month, it’s found back. And there was the moment curiosity start bulging in.
Yekla kan? Hilang kat ruma, n jumpa lak kat rumah. Kenapa tuh?

So then, I couldn’t resist my eagerness. I make my action.

Albert Einstein once said. You know, the kind of curiosity that made Isaac
Newton wonder what forces were at play instead of simply picking up and munching
on the apple that fell on his head. And there beginning of the brilliant theory
that arose from it.

So then, it is now the kind of curiosity that makes me eager to know the person behind it based on the evidence left behind. Ngeh2, if u say im acting like penyiasat. Well, I did guess so. Just when Newton got his brilliant theory, I get my bad day and all day long with bad mood. Astaghfirullahal azim..

”It can’t be.’’ ‘’it couldn’t be her’’ ‘’Not she the good person?’’ they are what my mind keep pondering on.

I hope u guys get what this post story end up with without I further explain.
Admit it; it is not actually the ending when I did know The One.
(*sigh) Is it really particularly can’t loss from my mind?
How am I going to live in a same roof with a sort of bad feeling in my heart towards other?Towards my college mate?

Ya Allah, please get me free from this kind of feeling. Amin,



"Allah is He, than Whom there is no other god:- Who knows (all things) Both secret and open; He, Most Gracious, Most Merciful."[Surah al-Hashr : 22]

Keep that on your mind Fath! So I need to convince myself. She had a concrete reason on what she had done, and even Allah had made the Qada’ and Qadar to be smoothly like that. Just thanks to Allah and be grateful you got your phone back and not lost from whole of your life. Alhamdulillah. =)

• Mood : Mixed.
• Status :
  *balik dari 42nd international Cairo book fair, tired.
  *Met raihana from not-so-far Jordan.
  *Grateful to hold again my precious phone.