guideme, please

credit to theresahope

im not in a good state of emotion. (*hope not mind too)
i can tell you that.
i dont tell you actually,
i wrote it, and you read.

better to say "Thanks Allah" coz i will never tell u directly.
i hate this kind of feeling myself.
so why should i tell?
i hate i let it spoiling my days.
i hope it just a while.

let me bring u precisely to the reason.
i hate sympathy.
i hate somes use as a reason to be friend of mine.
i hate it.
i hope u know.

Ya Allah, guide this lady back to the right path towards you. Amin.